Home Sweet Home

I should have written something here before, but everytime I tried I just got distracted by something else.. So I moved in. That was 2 nights ago.. My roomie went to her hometown for the weekend and I've got the apartment for myself. It's not fun, actually. I feel so damn lonely in this city that I end up spending my hours cleaning or organizing stuff. It's that or thinking of 'him' over and over and over again.. But there's a bright side, as you can imagine, the apartment looks probably cleaner now! =P

Found THE Apartment!!

Ironicly, it's right beside 'his'. And actually, that bothered me so much that I kept looking for an apartment, even after I thought this one was perfect! No complaints.. chattin' with strangers is kinda cool anyway! =D

So, that's it! I'm moving in next friday!! :)
Awesome!!

It's rainning outside

I feel strangely good right now.. Nice.

Busy Mind?

I just realized I've eaten NOTHING at all in the past couple of days.. seriously, how can someone forget to eat??

No shit this is an island..

I saw him twice today.

Grazed Knees

I'm trying not to stare, it's too late
The blankets over there, if you like
I'm broken and I'm colder than hell
I should've said I'd not come back here

Your breakfast will get cold
I really have to go

It's easier to lie and be safe
Time and time again I'm half stalled
One giant leap of faith is easy
When everyone you ask is so sure

Just give a second thought
What if we don't get caught

Just say you love me now
And forget this whole row
Just save your energy
For making up with me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zI3vpQBK4oc

On My Own

Woke up at 8am to check an apartment.
How far would be far enough..?
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I can't think.

Calling Out

Two weeks ago I packed my car and hit the road!
The reason: I finally made up my mind and moved out from my parents house (straight to Florianopolis). I couch surfed for a while in my boyfriend's (ops, ex-boyfriend) apartment. It was fun at first, but as expected,that didn't quite went well and I had to move out. Just to add more to the 'drama', worths to say that I'm currently homeless and unemployed too.. I know, I know, what a brilliant start!

It will get better.. but right now, this really fuckin' SUCKS!!